Mon Ange

Dear someone,

Here, some may read and some may never know, but I would like to confess while thanking whoever that supported me physically and non-physically during the recent situation.

I wasn't a great person and I might have been worse in the past, I have hurt those who loved and cared about me. I didn't understand how to treasure kindness and happiness which gained my recent lost. I confess to our father, our lord that 'God, I have ruined the opportunities of happiness you gave me; I have been evil and dishonest, lack of independent and yet lack of trust; I have thrown others' cares away and have left your love behind; I was childish and stubborn. My weaknesses have shown clearly that I have never been the greatest however possibily one of the worst. Yet now I confess and am truly asking for your forgiveness, meanwhile to let whoever that read the notes to be my witness, that I am learning from the mistakes and promise that I will improve; I promise to fight against evils and to fight against lust. I might not be able to gain my lost back but I do believe that my father will bring me a brighter future, in which the new-born Angelle will survive in a better way. I will always follow you and love you till I die, I need your power and strength to fight against sadness in order to improve quicker and to be stronger. I love you my father and am appreciated your patience. Amen.'

Here, no matter they would ever know or not, I wish to express my appreciation to the every single one that have supported me during my difficulties. Some of them might not even know the details but have seen my depression and soon have sent their love to me, I want to appreciate them a billion times or more. I especially want to thank my mum who has been one of the kindest and understanding mother in the planet; and Stephanie who have helped me every single day; and Su-ann who let me noticed that the powerful love from God; and so on.

Long but never enough here, I wish the peace will land in my heart, and yet David's heart (the one who suffers maybe even more than me in the recent situation). I pray for him who I did not know how to love and care appropriately, but I hope he will notice my progress one day, soon. I pray for whoever that read these paragraphs and I am appreciated your patience to read my voice. I pray for good people and bad people and wish they treasure loves and happiness, which are priceless in this world.

Sincerely,

Angelle 

5年后我终于回到了5年前我说我要再来的地方，什么都变了它一点也没变，只是Ricco和Phillipe不在了，所以感觉也都不同了。但我睁开眼睛，一切都还是一样的。

雪的温度好烫，烫的我手红了鼻子红了眼睛最后也红了。走在雪里咯兹咯兹的声音，有两个人的脚步声，我听不腻。现在我写这些的时候，一切都已经过去了。

希望这不是我最后一次帮我可爱的房东先生拍照。

我这张比较蠢，所以拍的人也没focus在我身上... 但他说我很像小鸟，飞起来了。

其实这个冬天过的很不寒冷，冬天里我去中东晒太阳，再去阿尔卑斯晒太阳，我现在被晒的黑黑的。

其实我真的后悔了自己犯下的错误，可惜忏悔没人相信了，因为我侥幸了太多次，这次终于被逮到了。

我很不甘心我失去的，但大家都告诉我 'you deserve it'，我伤心的无话可说。

故意拖了这么多年，才明白pretend you are still a kid是不能原谅的。我鼓起勇气要做大人了，别人会看的见吗?

犯了一个长达5个月的错误，这么久了呀我自己都不知道。5个月的惩罚后是不是好运会再次降临到我头上呢?

我希望5个月后真的都会好起来；

我希望5个月后我的快乐能又回来了；

我希望5个月后我们将不快乐的都忘记了；

我希望5个月后大家都原谅我了；

我希望错误不要再犯了；

我还希望再回去Alpe' d Huez；

我希望我等的会再来；

我希望，

我希望，

I hope,

I hope...

什么都要试一下。

預測你２００9年的愛情,很準哦！下面一組簡單的問題，請你認真做完，答案就在你心中 1)寫下一個異性的名字 2)你最喜歡的顏色是紅色，黑色，藍色，綠色，還是黃色？ 3)你英文名字的第一個字母？ 4)你的生日是幾月？ 5)黑色和白色，你更喜歡哪個？ 6)寫下一個同性的名字 7) 你最喜歡的數字？ 8)你喜歡美國的加利福尼亞州(california) 還是福羅裏達州(florida)？ 9)你最喜歡湖還是海洋？ 10)許個願望(一個實際的願望) 解析 1)你深深的愛?這個人 2)如果你選擇： 紅色：你是很警戒的人，你的一生中充滿了愛 黑色：你很保守，但很自負 綠色：你的靈魂很散懶，而且你是個比較放松的人 藍色：你是個八爪魚，同時愛很多人，而且你喜歡你的愛人的吻和愛 黃色：你是個快樂人，而且你給失落的人很好的建議 3)如果你的你英文名字的第一個字母是： a-k 你有的一生中會很多愛和友情 l-r 你總是想歡享你的生命，你的愛情生活馬上就要開放 s-z 你喜歡幫助他人，而且你的未來的愛情生活充滿希望 4)一月到三月：今年你會很走運，而且你會發現你會以外的愛上一個人 四月到六月：你會有個很強的愛情，這段感情不會很長，但那美好的回憶會讓你永生不忘 七月到九月：你會有個很快樂的一年且會經曆一個在你一生中好的，很大的改變 十月到十二月：你的愛情不會很好，但最終你會找到你一生的伴侶 5)黑色：你的生命將會改變方向，當時看起來似乎很難，但之後你會覺得這個改變是你一生中最好的東西 白色：你有個朋友很信任你，願意為你做任何事情，但你可能不知道這一點 6)他是你最好的朋友 7)這是你一生中會有的貼心朋友的數目 8)加利福尼亞州 ：你喜歡冒險 福羅裏達州：你是個懶散的人 9)湖：你對你的朋友和愛人很忠誠，且你是個保守的人 海洋：你是個八爪魚，同時愛很多人，且你想讓你愛的人快樂 10)如果你一個小時內重新在另一個地方發表這個測驗，你的願望會在你的下個生日之前實現；如果你看了此貼回複的話，你的願望會在你十天之內有一個小小的驚喜

Can you see the smiley face in the sand?

...was in Dubai last month, this city has built up so much that they didn't have all of a sudden, however they have forgotten the origins...

...the city seems so powerful, so ambitious and aggressive, they do what they want, its vision is so high... and it isnt a big country but the richest!

...oh well, what they say, tiny man, huge ego...

...and that's me there, enjoying the man-made freedom! why not...

...at least i could run away from the english cold air...

回到倫敦的第一天，空氣很濃很濕，我打了個噴嚏，en, 該是時候離開這個鬼地方了...

In the beginning there was Two;

Individual souls' which met in the blue;

Separate lives on the path of fate;

This coincidental meeting on a rainbow,

the colour of red, our purpose shown brightly ahead;

A life together matched by the weather;

So in the end, was she my friend?

Or shall destiny choose our love forever, together.

我爱女人诡异的笑。矫情的。挑逗的。

I want summer back.

最近在国内。

 来张姐妹情深的。

When I get really lonely

and the distance ... causes our silence

I think of you smiling

with pride in your eyes...

...... a lover that sighs

這不是枯花.

我不哭.

我只是想你.

我忘了,我想要的是甚麼.

我要的，是昨天的溫馨卻無所成事，還是今時今刻現實的忙碌.